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    24 September

    secret

    Everbody has his own secret.
     
    It is not because people don't want to assume the responsibility why they never tell others and keep their secrets. They just don't have another choice except taking the pain suffered from the secrets all over their own shoulders. And they are just trying to protect those whom they love from the shocking truth, temporarily.
     
    Temporarily, yup. Someday those secrets must be shared by another person. It is only a matter of time.
    23 September

    awesome day

    -----fresh friends-------
    Today I went to buy bicycles with five guys.
    Jordan, Anna, Andrew, Mark, and Syveyia.
    Jordan is cute. Andrew has the lips look like Miller's from Prison Break and light blue eyes. Mark is tall and funny. Anna is lovely. Syveyiais a typical straight German girl. They are all really kind, and I had a lot of fun with them, practicing my oral english a lot.

    --------old friends-------
    CLARE
    We walked in the street hand in hand, talking in the language others cannot understand, talking about the "sun called grasses someday" joke and the "2 meters" joke. It is just like when we are in high school.
    We talked about boys, fashion, and future. We went shopping, bargined with the shop owners,It is relaxed, it is comfortable.I cannot express how much I cherish this little girl by my side.
    XXX
    The same voice, the same way of speaking, all the same. When I read the E-mail from the other side of Pacific, when I heard of all the good news from that little excitied boy, I am so satisfied.
    Even a little blaming from him brought my deep thinking, like what I've been always doing all these days.

    --------boy,friend---------
    I've given up a hell lot of things for this little boy. Actually, it is not that easy for me to give up and let parts of my dreams just go. But he never know.
    Do you ever know that I expect much more from you than from any other people?
    You just show me that they worth my trial, and make me stop regreting, ok?

    -------family---------
    I 've got a lot of  messages from mum and dad, talking about the "boy" and the teeth and some other stuffs.
    They have different opinions. And I just ignored those. I knew they love me, and I knew they might be right. I just cannot get myself out.
     

    20 September

    heart, love, feelings

    Would you do me a favor and just tell me how to love.
    I tried, tried, and tried, and it turns out to be nothing. You said you can't feel anything. Neither can I.
    Am I too simple to satisfy you, or am I too far away to let you really know me?
    Knowing you can't feel me, I can do nothing except looking into you over the huge distance, this feeling is awful.
    Noticing that I can not even let you know what I feel about you, this feeling is awful, too.
     
    Anyway, like you told me the other night, never exchange, never let it go. I'll take my time.
    19 September

    很多年之后

     “你说,很多年之后,还会不会记得若干年前的今天,我们曾经这样逛到腿软,吃到反胃,抱着各自的大包小包,并排坐着公共汽车回来?”
    “肯定记得啊!”
    “我怕我不会记得哎...”
    “你敢!不记得我揍你!”
    “好啦好啦,我记得,我写下来”
    于是就有了这篇blog。好像很久没和l同学这样开心的“买东西,吃东西,买东西,吃东西”了。回来的398上,蓟门桥两边的树绿油油的,雨后的空气清爽爽的,太阳暖柔柔的照在我们身上,心里也美滋滋的。
    17 September

    .

    what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do what did i do 
     
    16 September

    Faith

     都好都好~
    真好真好~

    Final

    终于知道为什么测试赛是FINAL GAME了。FINAL。
     
                                                                                              
    …………………………………所有的所有的………………………………………
                                                                                               
     
     
    有没有谁可以帮我封存这些记忆,好让我不会这样歇斯底里的难过。
    11 September

    Bottomless

    Sometimes all that we want is just a tiny little bit of taste. While sometimes it's just like there will never be enough.

    The glass of life is just bottomless.

    Doing thinking is all that I do all these days. Trying to figure out what the hell it is in someone's mind, trying to get rid of the weird feeling of distance between you and your closest mate. It is not easy at all. There're too much press, whole lot of press rooted in every corner in my life. And I'm really really tired.

    05 September

    Fairy tales

    You know how when you are a little girl, and you believed in fairy tales.
     
    That fantasy of your life would be, white dress, prince charming who'd carry you to the castle on the hill.
     
    You lay in bed at night, and closed your eyes, and you had complete faith. Santa Claus, white dress, prince charming...They were so close that you could taste them.
     
    But eventually, you grew up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tales disappeared. Most people turn to the things they could believe and the people they could trust. But the thing is it's hard to just let go that fairy tale entirely, 'cause almost everyone still has that smallest bit of faith. That one day, they will open their eyes, and it'll all come true.
    ......
    Right now for me, it's like one day you realize that the fairy tale maybe slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. But I am having so much fun. And it's not so important that if it's happy ever after. Just that it's happy right now.  
    04 September

    long time no see

     
    ---xxx的故事---
    9月4号下午八点的飞机会飞过大半个地球在地球那边的十点安全抵达。
    什么都不想多说了,因为说什么都多余了。每次想起,总是一个个泛黄却还是让人忍不住笑的镜头。哪怕用十年的生命我都舍不得换走的美好回忆。
    就这样吧,聚散离合,总是一个从不停演的剧情。
    最最最最最爱的两个小孩儿,最值得珍惜的小孩儿。
    等八个月以后,长得高高的白白的抱着两个月大的孩子等着某人凯旋。
    ……
    ……
    一天后的今天,9月5号,听话的在水房旁边的水果铺买水果回来,还是没有收到xxx的消息。我猜那边应该相当忙乱吧,但愿一切都好。删删省省,9月3号xxx同学发的家常短信实在是存不下必须要删了。想到这一删,手机里就八个月都不会再来自小纪的信息了,不会再有一张醉醺醺的头像打来无厘头的电话了。其实有时候,一个人突然消失后,地球也会需要重新学习该怎么转动。
     
    ———ss的故事————
     
    结束了每天晚上等短信的日子,结束了每天听rock的日子,结束了一个人瞎幻想的日子。
    And I am happy happy, I am so happy when I ....
     
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    好想好想知道,二十年之后,谁还拉着谁的手。